God, yes.

NO MORE FREAKING NIGHT CLASSES.

AHH.

Almost died in Modesto today. LOL.

So like, we were in the ghetto part of Modesto and there was this accident. The car in front of me didn't brake in time, so I didn't realize that we were going to hit it.

Everyone knows how I drive, so because of the car in front of us, I had to brake HELLA quick and pull off into the shoulder. I'LL SHOW YOU A DRAWING. Lmao.

Okay. SO, the beige-ish car was Sara, Eric, and I. LOL. Somehow, the pink car hit the blue car and it caused some commotion. Mmkay. So in order to not hit the brown car (take note that the brown car did get THAT close to the orange one) I braked and kindof turned towards the shoulder. PAY ATTENTION TO THE PURPLE TRUCK. It was actually white.. But, yeah. Here's another drawing. Lmao.


LOL. You guys love my drawings. SO, the truck got HELLA close. Like, the tires were screeching close.

Scary.

Together..

..Underneath the same sky.

Madd skills.

So, today.. I noticed that I've been starting to say "mad" instead of "hella." Ahh. Swear, I've never heard or used this word before. At least, I don't think so? Strangeee.

Anyways, Calvin fell asleep and it's too early for me to go to sleep. Sooooo. I'm bored. Haha.

Ohh. So mom actually let me drive home from San Jose. That was interesting. I was getting annoyed 'cause she kept criticizing my driving. It's not my fault that I'm a born speed racer. LOL. Just kidding. Maybe.

I tried taking photos for my advertisement project for Economics. Calvin helped me out with that. Haha. I'm bringing a sample tomorrow and possibly trying out something different after school. I seriously can't get creative with nail polish. Haha. Hopefullyyyy, my idea works. If not, my group can have fun with the sample. Harhar.

Ahh! I miss Calvin.

Oh, yeah. So he's coming over to California on April 9th to visit UC San Diego. Exciting, right? Kindof.. BLEAH. He'd be so freaking close, but 8 freaking hours away. He'll be leaving April 11th, so.. I guess we wouldn't have time to see each other anyways.. Boo. I'm sad now.

Grarar. I really hope I get accepted into UMN..

Noah's 1st Birthday.

Noah's actual birthday is tomorrow.. But the party's today. So, yeahh. I was the photographer for Noah's Dedication. Haha. I took over 400 photos.

He is such a cutie! Rarar. I can't wait until Calvin and I have children of our own.

Not interested.

Went to Emmie's house today.

We made Matcha Green Tea Cookies and Nutella Cookies. They were DELICIOUS. Emmie made them into hearts and stuff. Yayy~~

Mm.. After Emmie's, I went back to school to pick up Sara and Patrick. I took them home and then went home myself. I'm kindof lazy today, so I was just watching TV for a bit. Then like, mom asks me to take my brother to the mall.

So I took him to the mall and then went to Rite Aid. Haha. I bought the nail polish I needed for this advertisement project for my Economics class. Don't askk. I didn't choose the product. I was gonna go to Costco 'cause mom asked me to buy some stuff, but she called and told me not to anymore.

Oh, yeah. So this one guy who I randomly met at my night class texted me out of no where. I don't even know how he got my number. He kept asking me questions and stuff. TOTALLY getting at me. Even though he says he wasn't and that he has a girlfriend. Honestly, he doesn't even look like he can get a girl. Lmao. I'm so mean. I hella told him off saying that my boyfriend would like it if I watched a movie with him and that I don't hang out with guys I talk to once a week for about five minutes. Aww. I really am mean. LOL.

I'm kindof hoping I don't see him this upcoming Wednesday. How annoyingg.

Anyways, I'm watching How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days with mom right now. Haha.

I'm about to go upstairs 'cause I need to charge my laptop. ANDDD, I'm gonna webcam with Calvin. Yay~

The boy who cried wolf.

Went to school today.

NO ONE believed that I was sick. Lmao! They all thought I ditched. Boo. BOO~

Rekindled love.

Baby, I'm so happy that you and I have started talking again. And I'm just as happy that we're back together.

Gosh. I am so in love with you! I never knew I could love someone this much.

I can't help it, Calvin. Maybe I'm obsessed. But, I love you more than anything in the world. They say that one's partner shouldn't be their top priority. But to me, you are. I'd do anything to make you happy, love. And I wouldn't be this anxious about college if it weren't for you. Honestly, I don't care where I'm accepted at or what I major in, as long as if I get to be close to you.

Babe, you're always saying the most sweetest things. Especially right before we go to sleep. And every time you say something that makes my heart beat undeniably fast, I cry. Only because I want to be with you so badly. So bad that it actually hurts.

I know I've said this many, many times.. But I honestly don't know what I would do without you. You're my everything. If I lost you again.. I don't even want to think about it. I can't think about it. All I know is.. I need you and I can't live without you, baby.

You know, I would have nothing to strive for if it weren't for you. There is just one more thing that I need in life. And that's you, love. I can't wait to hug you, kiss you, and do everything together.

I love you more and more each passing day, baby. Our love is definitely unique and one of a kind. Who knew it would turn out like this, huh? I'm so happy to have met you. And even happier to have fallen in love with you. I love you so much, Calvin. You're my life, my love, my best friend, my forever.

I love you.

Reeeeeally?!

Honestly, I don't want to ditch anymore. Well, not as often. Lmao..

But, BUUUUT. I freaking woke up this morning.. SICK. What is this, man? I have a sore throat and a massive headache. Not fun.

I just took my brother to school and like, came home, right? Jennifer calls me and goes, "Where are you?!" LOL. Judel ditched, though. Jennifer stayed at school. Wow, woooow! Judel's a bad kid.

I'm like, tired. But I want to talk to Calvin. I have a feeling that I'm going to knock out sometime soon. Haha. He's trying to get me to rest, but I miss him. So.. I'm not going to rest. Yet. YEAH.

Swaying to and fro.

Woke up this morning and was like, "Dang it, I don't want to go to school." LOL.

The first bell had already rang.. Rung? And Judel and I were all, "Crap! What're we gonna do?" We were already walking towards the A Building and I said, "Ohhh man. We're already half wa- Okay, nevermind. Let's not ditch." Lmao! The Principal and the Assistant Principal were outside of the building anyways. Haha. We're so indecisive.

School was alright.

Went to Sara's house, and then left for practice.

Practice was okayy. It was pretty productive. So that's good. I left around 4:30 and went home. Did home stuff. Like homework and whatnot. Harhar.

Ohh, today's the start of a new Trimester for Calvin. So new courses. Niceee. I wish I had new teachers every Quarter. Haha. Then again, classes would be much, much longer. Hmm.. I guess I wouldn't mind that. Maybe.

So right now, I'm just sitting. Talking to Calvin. Yayy. Mm. I've gotten the sudden urge to play video games. Lmao. But I still have homework. Hmmmmm..! Grarar.

Homework time. Kindof. Or I'll just talk to Calvin some more. Yeah, I'll talk to Calvin some more. <3

Impatience.

Ugh. I honestly can't wait anymore! Like, seriously.. I just woke up hoping he'd be here right next to me. Well, he kindof is. We fell asleep with the webcam on. Gosh, he is so cute when he's asleep.

I can't wait to see you, baby. I need you, miss you, love you.

Baby names.

Calvin and I were talking about what we would like to name our children. <3

SOO. We're definitely naming our first daughter, Vivian, and our first son, Vincent. Aww! Because I want two boys, I'm not sure about another name for him. Haha.

And our dog is going to be named Kuma~ Yayyy.

Taxi.

School was.. Eh.

After school, I went to Sara's house. Mm. I've been going to her house almost every day after school. It's like my second home. Haha. I went home for a little bit and Sara came over for like, 5 minutes. We were gonna take a quick nap before we headed out again, but her "child" called to ask her to pick him up from the park. She just dropped him off there.

I was like, wooooow. Really? That guy she is talking to is so child-like! He calls her whenever he needs a ride, and threatens her by saying that he won't show affection. The hell?

So, she left to pick him up and then dropped him off back home. She came back and we left..

..To pick him up again. I drove because Sara was tired of driving. Haha. We picked him up at his house and the first thing he says is, "Can I drive?" Wow, woooow! I bet you, the reason why the little jerk asks Sara to drive him around is because she lets him drive sometimes.

Bleahh. He needed to go to the Les Misérables showing at school. We went to Pins and Needles first, though. Sara wanted to see if they have thinner bars for her piercing. The chick who was in charge of the piercings had just left, so we missed her. Lmao.

Mm.. We dropped off Sara's "kid" at school and left for Michael's. I bought a frame over there for Calvin's drawing.

I received my birthday gift from him on Wednesday. Aww.. It seriously made me tear up a bit. He said that it's far from perfect. Not true. It truly is the best gift I've ever received. It's a drawing of us together. How cute is that? Goshh.

We went to Barnes and Nobles to buy an Autobiography/Biography book for DeToro's class. Then left for Raley's. Haha. I bought cereal and stuff.

Came home around 8-ishh? Did some stuff. It took me hella long to frame the drawing. Haha. I couldn't center it, but after a while, I got it. Yayy!

Sara's spending the night, so we're just talking and stuff right now. Sara's gonna see Calvin in a bit. Aww! We're gonna webcamm. YAY. Yeah, we're gonna do that soon. Lmao.

Too much sleep.

Practice was okayy.

Sara came over so I could put her new earring on. Maaan, rings are so hard to put on. The whole time, I was terrified of hurting her. Lmao. "Just take it!" Yeah, she took it. Hot.

After that, I ate. Hella.

I'm gonna continue talking to Calvin now~ I think I'm gonna knock out soon.

WHY?!

Went to class today. NEXT WEDNESDAY is my last day. Grararar!

Saldanha is crazy, mann.

H&M.

Bought a shirt for Calvin.

It's ORANGE. Damnn.

Fourth Quarter.

First day of the new quarter.. And we didn't go.

FAIL. Hardcore.

Don't stop 'til you get enough.

Numnum.

So, Calvin and I webcammed last night. And I actually woke up seeing his face. Aww! He's so cute when he's asleep. Rarar. I can't wait until we get to wake up in the same bed together.

Mm.. Yeah, so I woke up at around 8:30 and went to go take a shower. Babe was awake by the time I finished. Oh, oh. He helped me find something to wear by picking out a color. Haha.

I went to church and everythingg, it was alright. After church, I met up with my mom at Jefferey's house. It was hella funny, my mom was holding Rosebelle's baby sister. Maaaan, she is so loud! Mom would be holding her a certain way and would nudge me and say, "Look. She's gonna cry. She doesn't like to be held this way." And when she does cry, mom laughs. The hell? Lmao. And when Rosebelle and I would start talking to each other, mom would go, "Shh. Keep quiet." Then she'll start talking (more like yelling) at the baby. LOL..

I kindof fell asleep for a bit.. Then woke up and realized that mom and my brother were in the car. Woooow. No one even tried to wake me. Lmao.

I started looking at cars once I got home. I tried to convince dad into getting me an RX-8.. Didn't work. Haha. Mm.. After thaaaat, I went downstairs and watched Rush Hour 3. I love that movie!

Now I'm upstairs. Yay~

Calvin's playing games right now. Haha. I love that he still talks to me even though he's playing games.

Mm.. I'm like, falling asleep. BOO. It's too early.

I'll ask Calvin to entertain me. Harhar. <3

Maybe. He's still playing games. LOL.

Oh, darn.

So, I'm missing Jew-bug's birthday party because of Leslie's photoshoot..

Happy 2nd Birthday, Jewel. Ninang loves you!

Rest in Paradise.

Grandpa Saludares left for home today.. On his son's birthday. Happy Birthday, Pastor Art.

"102 and smiling until the end."

Piercings.

Got out at 12:26 today.

Aweeeesome.

I went to the mall with Chiara to look for something white to wear for tomorrow's photoshoot. Bleahhh. I kindof don't want to go.

Anyways, took some photos here and there. Saw Myung at Journey's. That was kindof awkward. Chiara said he "made a face" when I brought up Calvin. Lmao!

Talking to my hubby right now. He got his ears pierced. Hot, HOTT.

I asked him if it would look weird if I got a third set of piercings on my lobes, he said no. SO, I've decided:

I'm getting five more piercings. LOL.

College.

I'm waitlisted for the University of Minnesota.

Won't get a definite answer until April 15th or 25th. Forgot what my counselor said. Haha.

Boo. BOO!

Hmm.

You know what I just realized?

My blog doesn't update right away. Weird stuff.

Rarar.

Soooo. I'm getting so tired of my night class. Haha. Oh, yeah. I finally learned my teacher's name. Mrs. see that MRS. Saldhana. THE WOMAN'S MARRIED?

Maybe I'm being mean. Lmao. But, stiiiiill. What. The. Fuck.

She still makes me want to say, "Suck my dick." LOL..

Anyways, I'm almost done. Next week's my last week. I have to go on Monday AND Wednesday, though. So that kindof sucks. At least there's no practice on Monday.

Mm.. I have an Orthodontist appointment on Monday.. Gross! Grooooss. I haven't been there in so long. Harhar.

So, like.. I'm going to talk to my hubby now~ <3<3<3

Man..

Recently, I've been crying a lot. Mostly because Calvin always says the most sweetest things before he goes to sleep. Tears of joy are still painful, though.

Calvin, I miss you so much. So much that it actually hurts..

Pet names.

So, I've counted all of the names I call Calvin. Haha.

1. Babe.
2. Baby.
3. Honey.
4. Loserface.
5. Sexy.
6. Honey Bunches.
7. Love.
8. Meanieface.
9. Pedophile.
10. Sleepyface.
11. Fatty.
12. Handsome.
13. Nerd.
14. Hot stuff.
15. Cutie.
16. Sweetheart.
17. My forever.
18. Cuppy Cake. *New* Harhar.
19. Hubby. <3 *NEWNEW* Harharhar.

I'ma add to this once I think of others. Haha.

Pancakeeee.

Went to IHOP again. This time, it was for Leslie's Entourage thing.. I guess.

Ryan asked Christine to Prom. It was cute. Haha. She hella didn't notice and we were causing a scene. After IHOP, I went home for a quick minute.

As soon as I got home, mom wanted me to come with her to Stockton for a baby shower. I forgot my phone and everythingg. Boo! I missed Calvin hella much.

Weeeell, I got home around.. 4-ishhh? THEN, Sara and I drove to Stockton. Well, attempted.. LOL. We wanted to go to the Stockton mall, but we ended up in Modesto. Haha. The hell? We drove in like.. A triangle kindof thing. With Tracy being the bottom point of the triangle.. Yeah. Lmao.

So, Sara and I were at Vintage Fair in Modesto. Haha. We went to Spencer's 'cause she was looking for a new earring for her cartilage. We found a starry cuff with a bar. It's suuuper cute. We decided to purchase it on our way out of the mall. Soooo, sooo! We went to Forever 21.

Mm.. At Forever 21, Sara and I found this reeeeally hot dress. Ohh man. It's red and it zips up the front. I found this nice black jacket to go with it. Haha. Sara was like, "Dude.. You could be one of those hot import models." LOL. Not even.

After I bought the dress and jacket, we went back to Spencer's to buy her cuff. Man, we were at that mall for two hours. Lmao. It would have been around three if we hadn't gotten lost getting there. We actually drove for an hour.. LOL. SHH..

We got home around 8-ish? And Robin called Sara asking if we wanted to go for Pho. Oh man. Yummy yum yum. Before we left to pick up Robin, I tried to help Sara put on her cuff. Did. Not. Work. Haha. She was complaining when we were trying to remove her stud. Just wait, Sara. Part two of your birthday gift will be on Tuesday.

I asked dad for 5 dollars, but he gave me a 20 instead. Haha. Boo! So we left to pick up Robin. He was at Hirsch Elementary and we were waiting.. But we couldn't figure out where he was at. Haha. So we were driving around the parking lot until Robin showed up.

Pho at Saigon Bay is yummyyy. Good stuff. After Pho, we went to Jamba Juice to buy Therese a drink. Since she hasn't been feeling well. I couldn't go to Therese's house since it was already 9.

Yeahh. Now I'm doing this. Haha.

I'm gonna talk to Calvin now. He isn't feeling well. He has a headache.. Boo!

I hope he sleeps early tonight.

My Forever,

I'm so happy to have fallen in love with you. I cannot imagine being in love with someone else, you know.

I've no idea what I'd be doing right now if it weren't for you. You're my everything, baby. My life. My world. My love. My best friend. My forever.

I love you more than anything. Happy Anniversary, Calvin.

Love,
Your Always.

Zombies!

Ditched school today. LOL..

Spent the day with Sara, Judel, and Jennifer. We went to IHOP. It was hella funny 'cause of one of the waitresses recognized Jennifer from last week. Lmao! I ordered crepes. Yummy! We were there for a good hour, or so.

After IHOP, we went to Mitch's hotel. He just moved recently, so he's staying there temporarily. I kindof fell asleep while everyone was playing video games. Haha. I was TIRED. Slept for like, hella days.

I probably fell asleep around 10-ishish? And Calvin called me around 12. Haha. He was TA'ing. I told him to act sexy while he put away these binders for his teacher. He didn't do it. Boo~ He didn't want to put on a show for Sophomores. Lmao.

While I was on the phone with Calvin, Mitch and Jennifer were playing Left 4 Dead. Haha. When Mitch died and Jennifer was trying to revive him, she died. LOL. We hella heard her say, "You stupid mofo, where the hell are you?!" AFTER she died. Lmao.

We stayed at the hotel until 2:45-ishh? Yeah. Judel stayed with Mitch and Sara, Jennifer, and I went back to school. After we went to get my car and Patrick, Sara and I went to her house. Yayy. And theeeen, I went home.

I was about to take a bath when I realized that I had forgotten to buy some pasta stuff for mom. SO.. I went to Savemart. Haha. Saaaavemart! I bought stuff. Sweet.

I came home and did home stuff. Haha.

NOW, I am sorting laundry. I have decided that Fridays are now my laundry days. Lmao.

Laundry smells gross.

Venting.

Ugh. I'm so annoyed.

Leslie's little "meetings" are really starting to piss me off. Yeah, okay. You're stressed. We get it. You don't have to keep repeating yourself at every practice. Like, really? If you're stressed, why don't you actually start practices at the time given? That'll probably give people the incentive to come on time. Maybe I'm being critical because I'm a dancer, but still. She spent half an hour repeating herself.

Hell, even the choreographers showed up an hour late.

She asks to keep Mondays, Thursdays, and Saturdays free. That's totally impossible for some people. Obviously, we have other commitments for other things. We honestly can't commit to her ALL the time. I didn't want to tell her that I already had things planned for Mondays and Thursdays. Especially Saturdays. At least I show up, right? It's not my fault that I have to leave early every practice.

Maybe I'm being bitchy, but I know others who feel the same way.

Anyways, Sara had to go home, and I had to run errands for my mom. So we hella cut as soon as her unnecessary meeting was over.

Cars.

I keep thinking it's February.

Today was alright. Mara got a car. 800 bucks. Haha. It's a Mitsubishi. I can't say Mitsubishi. Instead, I say "Michubichi" or "Bichibichi." LOL.

Man, I suck.

Never again.

TUESDAY NIGHT CLASSES ARE OVER.

God fucking yes.

Waltz.

Learned some basic waltz..ing today. Haha. Jessica and David are the choreographers for this one. Thomas was my partner. Kindof awkward.. With the height different and whatnot.