Bitch.

Woooow. I'm seriously pissed.

Swear, she wanted this stupid party. So I'm letting her throw one. I'm allowing her to do whatever she wants. All I'm asking is to have a few of my friends be a part of it. She was okay with that. But. Buuut, as soon as she saw my list of friends, she bitches. Fucking shit, man.

Calvin tried to make me feel better. He did.. Kindof. I actually started crying, though. You know, it's times like these when I really need him here with me.

Another month down.

Happy Anniversary, baby!

Sooo, it's been 3 years and 4 months since we've gotten together. You know, I love that we haven't changed our date. Especially because during that year we weren't together, I know that deep down.. We were, and still are, connected.

You mean the absolute world to me. I'll lose everything if I lost you again.

I love you so much, Calvin. Always and forever.

Wedding dress.

Haha. Today was fun.

After school, I kicked it at Sara's house for a bit. Patrick had to drop off food for Smokey Blues, so we went and did that! At the school, we were waiting in the Student Parking Lot for Patrick to come back. It was fun. 'Cause like, we were trying to see how far my car will go without stepping on the gas pedal.. Lmao! It just keep going. Even over speed bumps and everything. We circled the parking lot about 4 times. Patrick even got into the car while it was still moving. Haha.

Then she and I dropped Patrick home, and then went to get the fitting for my dress done. That was interesting. The dress fits perfectly. Mom wants me to save it for my wedding. The hell? Lmao. That means I can't gain weight. LOL.. Calvin thinks the dress is beautiful, so I'm happy. I really wish he could be a part of my Cotillion. It would mean so much to me. He still wants to celebrate my birthday once we meet. That'll be in like, May. Haha. Aww! Our first date for my birthday.

Mm.. Mom wanted me to buy KFC. So I went and did that. Ohh man. Half an hour for chicken. Haha. The manager ended up giving me this chocolate thing.. As compensation. I felt bad, 'cause she was hella lecturing the employees before they called me up for my order.

OH, YEAHH. Guess what? I got accepted into San Francisco State. YAY. YAYY. Calvin hella wants to get into UC Berkeley now. Mm.. I kindof hope he does. 'Cause I'm definitely going to SF State if I don't get into University of Minnesota. I'm still hoping to get accepted, though. Hmm..

Seriously..

No practice today 'cause of Smokey Blues.

I've been hella pissy lately. This shit going on with Mara has really.. Rarar. Tell me something, if you're serious about someone, does that mean you'll let them control your fucking life? I don't get it! I'm so annoyed. Maybe it's because my view on a serious relationship is different. But, still. I don't know about you, but I wouldn't want to be treated like a fucking dog.

Make a wish.

Mm.. Today went by sooo slow! Rarar. But at the same time, I was entertained. Haha.

I didn't really do much today. After school, I took Sara and Patrick home. Sara and I were hanging out in my car again. Haha. THEN, we went inside and raided her refrigerator. Chinese food is hella good~~

So I stayed at her place until I had to leave for my night class. Man! So boringgg. Swear, I just want to hit my teacher. Lmao. OH, that chick didn't show today. I wonder why..

Ah! I really don't feel like typing. Calvin's bothering me. <3

Did you know?

I love Calvin Woo.

Blacklight.

So, today.. Was the start of Hoopla Week at Tracy High. It's kindof like Homecoming, but for Basketball. Haha.

I heard the Blacklight Rally was stopped all of the sudden. Like, some chick threw her bra onto the floor while this one artist group, New Era, was perfoming. Lmao! The hell?

I didn't go to the rally, though. Instead, Judel, Noelle, Leslie, Chris, Jennifer, Mitch and I all went to go eat Pho. Yummy! It was hella goooood.

After we ate, we had about an hour to kill until practice. Oh, yeah. Practice is now and Jenny's. Since Leslie moved to Lathrop. It's more convenient now, except.. Jenny, Thomas, Sara, Patrick, and I are all celebrating New Year's this month. LOL.. So our weekends are busy.

Practice was alright. I guess we made progress. I felt bad for Jomar 'cause he had to choreograph on his own. And no one was listening. Boo.. Anyways, after practice, I took Jennifer back to my house. Then her mom picked her up!

THEN.. Nyisha from the Art Institute in Orange County called. 8 grand per Quarter. And there are 7 Quarters for the Photography program. Plus other expenses, for the entire program, it'd be 60 grand. Whoa, baby. That's a lot.

Ah, I'm tired. Long day.