Rejection.

Man, does it hurt. So, I'm no longer waitlisted for UMN. Great, huh? Ugh. It's whatever, I guess.. I'm trying to get Calvin to reconsider going to UCSD. It's so much money. 50 grand. Wow. He and I can still see each other, right? We've waited almost 4 years.. A little while longe- God, who am I kidding? I'm so tired of waiting.. Well, it's for the best. Honestly, I would hate for him to leave his family and friends just to see me. It'd be a selfish request if I asked him to do that.

Anyways, I'm just killing time before practice.

I went to Livermore with Jennifer. We bought donuts and stuff. Checked out the theater. It was closed. Haha. Then after that, we went to visit her dad at the cemetery.

After we talked to him for a bit, we just kicked it in the parking lot. I called UMN Admissions.. And it totally killed my day. Bleah. Jennifer was like, making me cry. Haha. She kept saying that she was sorry and stuff. Grarar.

Bleahh. Well, I should get going. We'll see how practice goes. I'm not even excited to go 'cause I know no one is going to be there yet.