Useless..

Calvin's not feeling well and there's nothing I can do about it.. God, it's times like these when I really want to be there with him.

Man.. I'm so selfish, I asked him last night to wake me up this morning. Hell, I even said that I wanted to stay on the phone while he was telling me to get ready.

You know, every time I heard him breathing hard, it hurt me. Knowing that he's sick, and that he trying his best to stay up just to talk to me, I started to cry.. Even when I shouldn't have been.



Someone answer me - Why am I so weak..?