Love the way you lie..

I seriously, seriously do not like hearing "It's up to you." Hypocrisy at its best, I know. Still, though. If I can say this face to face without crying, I totally would. But you know once I start crying, I won't stop. And what I want to say will never get through.

You know I want to be with you all the time. The fact that you're going to class every day is already too much for me. So when I ask.. "Do you want me to go with you?" every time you leave for a session or for some other reason, I'm always hoping "Of course, baby."

Yeah, okay. Sometimes I say, "Nah, I don't really want to go." It's usually because you're just going to the grocery store and that you'll be back in half an hour. I still want to hear "I want you to go with me," though.. Ugh. I don't know.

Maybe it's the birth control or the fact that I haven't started my period yet, who knows. But I'm pretty upset right now.